Right through my chest

Walk by the ancient pebble lined river, find the perfect stone. Push it through me, in my chest and out of my leather bound heart. You are a familiar feeling to me, just like coming home. Though in 10,000 steps, I do not find you.. your feeling is like a fire soaked cave, enclosed with an orange glow. River and cave I have, bring me to your fleeting portal. But you do not sustain in your honesty, each sense as it rises grounds me to the untruth of the dirt beneath my feet.