Recover-me

I used to feel like I could do anything, But now I feel scared and small, question everything I used to feel like I could do anything, I pace against the clock, work the hours of many men, tick toc, tik toc. Now I feel small and brain mush, dreams crushed and a needy giant I have become. I didn't know life could look like this...push uphill, keep falling, keep submitting, keep feeling not willing, lack,lack, hope permitting, hope-fully carry on.. Is there a way through this mess? How I miss the days when I felt like I could do anything.

Everything, so fleeting...