A poem I wrote to God in December 2008 (aged 23) which fit me well tonight... my wishes upon his face I met weaping in the searing heat eyes ablaze, into his reflection I gazed burn me alive I hoped you would blacken the depths futher than I ever could but rain you did softly onto my soul falling like forgiveness from so close yet so far treasure these memories you had me speak and into these fears must I linger for relief