This one's for you...

I don't know what is happening, I don't know why we are finding this so hard, We both fight but no one wins, We both hurt but no-one can ever find the wound, Love is here but it's hard to breathe, Love is here but we still weap on our knees, If I could I would make it right, If I could I would change the way we feel tonight, We both try but always seem to fail, We both try but we let our hearts become stale, I hope this love does not die, I hope this love does not die

A poem I wrote to God in December 2008 (aged 23) which fit me well tonight... my wishes upon his face I met weaping in the searing heat eyes ablaze, into his reflection I gazed burn me alive I hoped you would blacken the depths futher than I ever could but rain you did softly onto my soul falling like forgiveness from so close yet so far treasure these memories you had me speak and into these fears must I linger for relief